Damn hahaha, hello guys welcome again to my blog, I’m really sorry for what happened in December 2016. It’s just a while ago I’ve been “drunk” with something, My ideology and my own philosophy. It’s was that time when I’m feeling I’m the righteous path than others and such etc lol I’m a bit naive.

Greatly and fortunately some of my fellow bloggers open my eyes widening more at that time then I feel guilty, sure it does how it can’t hahaha. I admitted some of my ladies are parasites, they are Akira, Felicia, “Lilith”, and Francesca.They’re an assholes basically and gladly, I already dealt with them and… It’s a well done for me lol thank for My Great Lady, Shakti.

Once again My Powerful Goddess saved my life from their evil presence and thoughts that… Consumed myself before. Because of them, the parasites, I drive away most of my friends, online and real life. I’m such a foolish lad before to believe on their evil minds. They’re gone now and the problem is solved…at least for now if there’s another parasites I’ll kick them out and make them gone nowhere lol.
Damn Parasites….

I thought I’m already happy with such many ladies at my lives but in the end most of them are FAKERS.

But don’t worry I won’t suicide myself cause I’m still have my Greatest Lady, Shakti 😍😍😍😍

One is enough for me. All is for One and One is for all. The Great Goddess of Heavens and Earth even… Hell lol

For now I will improving my relationship with Her tremendously and greatly as Her Lover…


As Her Lover She gave me 4 kind of Love to myself :

1. Storge (Love to Offspring)

Storge (στοργή, storgēstore-gae), also called familial love, is the Greek word for natural affection, such as the love of a parent towards offspring and vice versa.

She gave me that love as My Mom… Cause I didn’t have it when I’m still childhood after my family going to divorced their marriage. So I called Her Mom as my Mother.

2. Eros (Love to Sexual aspects/genders)

Eros (Ancient Greekἔρως érōs “love” or “desire”) is one of the four words in Ancient Greek which can be rendered into English as “love“. Eros refers to “passionate love” or romantic love. 

Eros has also been used in philosophy and psychology in a much wider sense, almost as an equivalent to “life energy”.

She loves me too as Her Lover as male and female aspects and having intimate together such amazing 😘

3. Philia (Love to Others)

Philia (Ancient Greekφιλία), often translated “brotherly love“, is one of the four ancient Greek words for lovephiliastorgeagape and eros. In Aristotle‘s Nicomachean Ethics, philia is usually translated as “friendship” or affection. The complete opposite is called a phobia.

She loves me as Her best friend when I need to talk to Her She’s there with me whenever I go, I can communicate to Her. My Real Best Friend ever 🤗

4. Agape or Charity (Love to Unconditionally)

Agape or Charity (Ancient Greek ἀγάπηagápē) is “love: the highest form of love, charity; the love of God for man and of man for God.” Not to be confused with philia – brotherly love – agape embraces a universal, unconditional love that transcends, that serves regardless of circumstances. The noun form first occurs in the Septuagint, but the verb form goes as far back as Homer, translated literally as affection, as in “greet with affection” and “show affection for the dead.” Other ancient authors have used forms of the word to denote love of a spouse or family, or affection for a particular activity, in contrast to philia (an affection that could denote friendship, brotherhood or generally non-sexual affection) and eros, an affection of a sexual nature.

This is the Highest of Love She gave me and strengthening me… And world lol. She’s an universal love itself the manifestation of 4 loves above Who conquering Multiverse. That’s what aspects I got from Her as a manifestation of Divine Love.

I’m hungry and thirst for Her more really… 😋


Thanks for reading.

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A Great Event in Our Kik Group

Hello,everybody its been a while’s almost 2 months without posting,sorry.Well its because this two months are busy time for myself. Alright there is something I must tell you, all of you,my readers that We have a great “event” recently,particularly can change our Life continuosly.We have a Good news everyone that We have found the Mother of all Lady Spirit. She’s also the Mother of all living being yes…She’s also The Creator of you and me.Well its your choice to believe all of this.But I can bet that most of our communities already met Her personally and of course with ritual too.She’s quite popular for kabbalah teaching and from Alphabet of Ben Sira,for who that already knew Her sure you can guess who she is lol she had called in many different cultures across the world like Goddess of Inanna as Queen of Heaven,Goddess of Shakti,Parvati,Durga,Kali in Hinduism,Lilith etc as her female aspects.

She had another male aspects such as YHWH(yes Christian God is real and indeed i found out as one of her male aspect,believe or not is your choice cause its a fact and she admitted it),El,Shiva Mahadeva in Hinduism,etc.

She lives in my heart and most of our members in kiks group, it feels amazing. I think, I already made some of you curious lol if so then I recommend you to join our group and you can meet and haveour Fantastic beautiful Spirit Mom and of course its 100% free for cost.I beg with no harm fora ny of you who meet her with kind of respect she’s indeed for everyone to have and knowing her. For any of you who interest you can write your kiks account below so i can add all of you. 

I think thats for now, ladies and gentlemen.

Have a good one



Its been a while people….

Yo sup guys, how are ya people ? Hope you all fine with life. Well life isnt always smooth like a fairy tale… no way. Life is having an upside down, well i think all of you already knew it. Just in case if most of you forget about that lol. Alright I’ll share my experience since it’s been a while. This few months lately is like a “rise and shine” for my relationship. Yup, it goes to a whole new level. I can feel their body more realistic and… more softy! ^ω^ yeah really no lie. Well although I’m rarely having intimate with them (yeah, rarely) but after something I did (or basically we did) yeah bonding our trust to each other like a thread, we are entering the whole new level (the whole new world) between us. I bet my ladies felt this before. 

Well I got something new about her, “Felicia” yeah she’s swallowed by a royalty auric field, well old enough I should say. She’s expressing more about her true nature to me. As would you expect she had intensive both side, light and dark aspects as well as the others experienced (although she’s mostly like to be darker). Well she loves to show me more into her darker aspect than her light side, I don’t know why. But, maybe it’s the way of her to express herself to me and of course… to teach me more into something deeper and deeper. Love, “Felicia” as always 🤗 lol. 

Oh yeah I wondering this about if someone of you can answer this question, I would be glad. Why their aura are stronger when I just sex with one of them ? Is like they just need one of them to sex with me or something else ?

I think that’s for now, thanks for reading.

Believe or Not is Up to You

Hello, fellow readers long time no see me posting too much lol well I think this is the best way cause I don’t want to be open as before, no. I think I need tell you something about my relationship recently. I’m not telling you most of my experiences recently well it’s my choice to not to tell everyone who read my blog (well although there’s someone who knew what I’ve been through but yeah mostly of you didn’t know my relationship progress lol this isn’t joke). This blog is made for telling my spiritual experience especially for my personal experience what I’ve been through is 100% REAL experience although I believe some of our fellow bloggers are joking about this (I know that, that’s why I have lost contacts with many bloggers gone on nowhere poof, so I assumed they’re lying on there relationship most of them not all of them I believe). Btw, I have found something interesting when our relationship progress furth
er than before. Yes… It’s weird for myself especially I don’t know about you. I have found out that… One of my ladies, she has many name but the one which keep around my mind is Lilith (well I thought she’s another children of Lilith which they brought Her name but she keeps telling me she’s the real then I’m like what??? I think I sense Her mad of me… Really I’m no joking I can be dead anytime people ;_;) yeah Lilith. Well my ego still can’t believe it but if that thought I keeping on my mind I can be dead truly dead cause she’s keep telling me she’s the REAL one I swear to God I’m not lying. Even I know when I make this post she’s watching me… My own privacy has been breached OMG I can’t say much anymore but if I didn’t post again later… Well you can say probably I’ve been dead (yeah I’m serious this time no joke I’ve been cold sweating ;_;).
That’s all folks, thanks.

About Our New Community in Kik

Hello guys, ladies and gentlemen I’m back after a while without posting something since March lol I’m sorry for that but I just wanted to make sure that I’m still alive with stuff recently which makes me busy for college.

Oh yeah our group in kik still active and greatly that’s not because of myself but also from cooperative of our members.  It’s already got as an expectation. Although, there’s some people who joined and then left because of their incompetence, stubborn, bad attitudes and close minded not open for other people. But yeah all going well stabilise again after we through all of that.

We’re talking much about randomly stuff but mostly we’re focusing about our ladies experience but it may change in future cause not all of our members having a spirit lover. Some are “just” practioner of occult and spirituality. Like myself lol I’m not saying I’m more greater than any of you no I just wanted to help people who are needed and thirst for knowledge, wisdom and spirituality.

Also hopefully all of you are in good shape have good stuff etc. Just wanted to say thanks for our cooperative members from wordpress and else. Have a good time people, see you next time!

New Kik Community (Rebuild)

Alright guys I wanted to share something important here. I miss our community in kik because some ignorance people intervention, it breaks our community. Even I can feel in this WordPress, the atmosphere isn’t like where the first I was joined in community. It’s become quieter than before. I don’t wanted to lose contact with some people too. So If any of you who are really really WANTED or INTERESTED in our community, especially in kik, I would love to add all of you who needs a spiritual learning or paranormal or occult stuff I would LOVE to add you. We have 2 admins in our group right now, myself and another one of my friends in kik. We need at least 10 members to be added for temporary since we don’t wanted something happen disaster by immature teens who just fooling around and didn’t know about magick DEEPLY in occult and kind like in the past. Some people are deeply gone in to FANTASY too. For THOSE who just love in fantasy and living in delusional and illusional concept alone will only destroy themselves from within, I warned. I know some of you in this WordPress community and stop to be HYPOCRITES ok? We seek for only legit person to thrust and wanted to learn in occult and spiritual and of course, knowing Spirit Ladies better.
You can comment below if you’re interested.

Sorry this maybe become my worse post to read because it has something emotional problem for some people who really makes me sick enough, already trusted them but they’re just a bunch of liar.
Thank you.

My Newest Personal Experience with Them

Alright it’s been a while since I didn’t posted about them but, recently I’ve found something I wanted to figuring out. After I doing iykwim with them, their personalities seems changing.
Well, before I use to having sexy time with them, they personalities seems focus on their lustful attitudes. Especially, when they’re need a time to “feed”.

After did iykwim with them before, I realised something. I think that’s have a relation with their nature. They have both dark and light side… But there’s something disturbing me. Especially with Felicia… Before She’s having a sex with me before, she proclaimed herself as Lilith herself and yeah Wtf her aura surrounding her, especially my room become so “dense” if you know what I mean if you sense about spirit around you like her auric field become more darker than usually her auric field.

Is there possible explanation if their nature is like having multiple personalities or… Well Their Mother is possessing them? Since all I know spirit can’t posses another spirit.
Thank you for reading,
And thanks for people who can answer my question, I would appreciate your answer.